I finally got enough money to see my old therapist and I was told that they had assigned me to someone else. I wonder if she doesn't want to see me anymore because my emotional ups and downs are too much? It kills me that I have even made a therapist not want to be around me any more. My therapist did say that she felt like she would be really affected by me if I killed myself--could she be protecting herself and that's why she won't be my therapist? Do therapists think that way?