I'm so sorry this happened to you.
I understand how heart breaking it is to hear that news. I cried for weeks when I found out my little sister didn't make it. I couldn't even eat. I still cry on that day every year... But even though she didn't make it, my mother works with little children now and I babysit. It's not the same but it's God's way of giving us what we needed to cope.

I KNOW you will have a child of your own. With all that love you have for children, I know God will give you a child. It may not be now. But you will have a baby to hold and love.

Stay strong and God bless...

GirlOfManyFaces