I'm so sorry that you feel this way. I know because I feel like I'm in that position myself. My family is very distant from me and we have pretty much gone our own seperate ways.

I only have one friend. He's OK but there are times when I find him irritating. He's not very understanding of my depression. He tells me to snap out of it. I know he means well, but it seems like he should know better.

Many hugs to you, and surely one from me!