Wow I havnt been on here in a long time... How much my life has changed since my last post... My life never ceases to throw me down.. I am now a mom to three and after being with my husband for 12 years and having his kids im now divorced.... I found out recently that my husband had started a romantic involvement with a coworker during my pregnancy with our last daughter.... I had no clue when we seperated she was the reason I had always thought she came after but I was wrong... My life has just been turned upside down and I am so lost!!!!!!! Our divorce was final in nov.. I dont know how to except the fact that my family is gone over and for what for a girl who was married also and never left her husband and has since dropped my ex husband.. Convienent how nice hes been to me lately... Im just so lost....