For 12 years ive been with my husband... We have three beautiful daughters.. I have dealt with other girls throughout my marriage my husband though claiming never pbysically cheating on me would push me away and have emotional affairs witb girls he thinks are prettier then me.. Through it all I stayed loyal to him everyday my family gas always been the most important thing in my life.. Though cruel to me at times and as lonely as I was I never stopped loving or wanting my husband.... I got pregnant with our third daughter and he was beyond cruel to me barely talked to me never went to any apts made it know he did not want her... Though lonely i got through it and during her first year of life he wouldnt do anything chanve her feed her nothing my life changed no help with three kids he wouldnt watch them so I could work.... No sleep exhausted frustrated when she was 8 mos old I told him we needed to seperate to hopefully fix us... He moved out and we were still intimate then one day my middle daughter tells me about the girl who went to the park with them... Next thing I know i. Being served divorce papers wants me out of the house were in cause his names on it... My life had been turned upside down I cried so much didnt know how to go on... Somehow I did my girls and I moved to a lil town no one knows us.... Slowly im starting over our divorce was final in nov and in dec he starts being so nice to me and on christmas eve i gave into him and have been since then till by accident i found out the truth about this girl... She is a coworker and is also married and they had started an emotional affair before I got pregnant.. So much makes sense to me now and im even more crushed I think about all Ive been through and for what!!!!! For this woman to tell my husband how horrible her marriave is and how she wants nothing just out of tbe marriave and claims how much she likes my husband and then her hubby finds out about him and she drops my husband!! Im disgusted and fe so lost.. I cant even speak to him rt now..For tbe first time ever I truely dont want to be with him... Im forever changed im so lost and dont know what to do or how to move on or how to let it go my family is over and its the worst feeling in the world.... Ive gave up so much of me for him and I dont even know who I am anymore.......