I get regular mental health care and am on a lot of meds for depression and GAD. I was hospitalized for a short time in December on a suicide watch, but am feeling okay now. But, what I don't understand is that I'm functioning day to day okay and talk okay when I see my psychiatrist & psycholgist but underneath I still feel depressed and anxious. I take the test on this site and get the same result - you are exhibiting signs of severe depression and anxiety. I don't understand? Am I subconsciously trying to fool my doctors and myself, pretending that I am doing okay while really, deepdown I still feel really bad. Has anyone else felt like this?