For years now I've had ups and downs but over the last 2 years the lows are getting lower.Theres no light at the end of the tunnel and frankly, can I say I'm just sick of people saying it will get better. I'm on Lexapro and clonopin but when I get into such a low state, I 'm thinking of planning it all. You know what I mean. i'm getting so low. I'm afraid I'll do something stupid. I.m scared and tired of wakng up every morning and wishing I hadnt. Where do I go from here.
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