hello rainbow fishb. im sorry youve gotten trapped in the cycle. im seventeen and i was around your age when i started cutting. (i just made it sound like im old but whatev. im kinda...no im a full blown loner. no friends, no real life, etc. so i dont go out much throughout the year except for school, doctor appointments, etc. but when i do go out during warmer weather i wear thin, long sleeved shirts. it usually doesnt get really hot, because it takes about 80 to 85 degrees for me to get comfortably warm. but for you i agree with tinyrabbit. if you dont want to risk trying makeup, find a really thin shirt. if you ever need to talk to someone, you can p.m. me anytime and ill try to respond as quick as possible. i hope you can get through the cycle soon and break free because, once you get trapped, it seems like it never ends.
many hugs to you.