We've got to keep trying, whatever that means to us. Sometimes we try harder than other times. Sometimes our best intentions and efforts backfire and we feel consumed by despair. This is often because we have not, yet, learnt some necessary skills IMO ..... but we both CAN learn those skills.:Sometimes we feel like completely giving up. But we haven't and I know now, in my heart, that I won't and I truly believe that you won't..... although only a few days ago at least a part of me felt like giving up..... or maybe it was anger and disgust? At the shiyt in life..... I am not sure now. I do think that was part of it

Sometimes we have to hit bottom a few times, or even a lot of times, before real growth occurs. Alhough I believe that both of us are growing all the time.... just not nearly as fast as we would like, or even need But need for what (?) We both are still here and have important positives in our lives, in my opinion, anyway.

I have faith in you and I mean that 100 percent

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