I agree ~ You HAVE to call your p-doc. You don't want to fall so far into depression that your thoughts get very "serious." Depression can be a dangerous disease, and it's not to be taken lightly.
So please -- call your doc. And don't put it off, okay? We care about you, and want to see you feeling better again, and not for just a week or two. God bless and let us know what the doc says, ok? Hugs, Lee