What's my reason to go on? Because life is a GIFT and God gave it to us. Every day I wake up, I wonder what's in store for me. What gift is God going to give me today? Sometimes a crises happens, and of course God doesn't cause these -- these are man-made. But the orange-red sunrise is a gift. The blue skies are a gift. The very slight warming (right now in Michigan ) is a gift since Spring is trying to arrive.

There are so many gifts -- my eyesight so I can SEE these things is a gift!! Think of the millions of people who can't SEE these things.

I could give you a list a mile long of reasons to go on -- but I can't give you ONE reason to end it. Even the fact that I'm a chronic pain patient and I suffer with horrendous pain 24/7 -- my spine is deteriorating and every move I make causes horrible pain. But THAT'S not enough to want to end it.

God gave me life -- and only HE can take it away. And HE isn't ready and neither am I. God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee