(((((gentle hug))))) I hear you about hospice! I think WW knows her stuff on this one. Have you had anyone come and talk to you about what all it IS about? There may be things they can help you with without taking over your life, or you giving up on it. I'm sorry you are hurting so, I sure do know exactly what it is. I could have given up this week myself, but somehow got through the flare (the Psychologist and the ER helped.)

Sometimes others have new information that we, who are in such pain, can't even dream about. I hope you find someone to help you find that extra help.