i moved into a girls house then on the 27th i go to MO for my best friends graduation ..... im doing a lot worse... i miss my ex. and think of her each night and its getting worse for me.... i gotta find a real job.... i have no internet im at my moms for the next hour but im dreaming of my ex... sigh... my triggers are bad when i get on here so i wont be around much spent 2 weeks off of here.....