Thank you for the responses. The issue with my parents is kinda complex. I don't see my dad much because of work, but he and I never got along and over 50% of the time we see each other is fighting or me taking his insults. My mom likes to get drunk. I may try the antidepressant thing until I get enough money and a stable enough job to move out and get real help.
I know I NEED help, I'm just way too closed off to ask for it. I've driven to various places where I could get help but I've only voluntarily seen a counselor once. And even then, I just couldn't bring myself to talk about too much important stuff that was bothering me. Maybe I'll try again tomorrow though.

Thanks for the support!