Hi! I honestly think your depression is leading you into these negative thoughts about the future! True in some ways, college is sort of cushy compared to what life might be like later on. But it is a chance to get your feet wet into independence and adulthood.
We can not say that life will be worse for you when you get out. Hear?
Dear one, I assume you are getting treated for your depression. If not, then please make an appointment with a college counselor or someone off campus. You are needlessly making your life more miserable by borrowing trouble. Take life one day at a time.
I know my life was great in college, but I have had many wonderful experiences since I have been out. And many other people have, too.