Thanks, I wrote not necessarily feeling anger directly, but feeling defeated and like I didn't have a reason to continue faced with such a world. I took a nap and woke up feeling more positive, that I could probably apply to a new school, even if a lawyer didn't call back. It would be hard to letters to do so, but maybe something could happen. I already looked up a new school so when I get their package, I'll call and see about questions.

I have learned more than I need to about how badly people can behave. I don't believe that I can do much, except be there for those who have experienced it and try to listen and understand so they feel supported. I know I have that quality already and I know that it is also clinical trained to some extent.

I am now feeling relief that I'm away from that school. It was not only becoming toxic for me because of the other student, but it was not really focussed on therapy. It was more for research as a psychologist, which is not what I want and was very very demanding. So they did me a favor in a way. I'm free now to enjoy some time with my husband as I recover and try to set up a new plan.

None of this will be easy at all. I'm bound to have those moments where the injustice returns. Right now I am just trying not to let this overwhelm me as a living nightmare and try to see what I can do.