Yes. I am sometimes way up but irritated. Or depressed and anxious. I feel like crying. I lash out. I chew my fingers raw. I worry. I hate everyone and get pissed at the most trivial things. I feel rejected and worthless. I bounce. I count. I feel joy. i feel anger. i feel annoyance. I will freak out on my husband out of the blue. I can speed clean the house. Job search effectively. Be lazy. Do things so quickly i forget where ive put them. Have conversations I don't remember. I can go through all these in one day. It's frustrating not knowing what emotion is coming out next.
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diagnosed 2/12/13
General Anxiety Disorder, Bipolar II
400mg Tegretol
40mg Celexa
125mcg Tirosint
25mg Cytomel
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