Since my T confirmed that my little Anna is most likely an alter. (My T has experience in trauma counseling and is a psychologist) i have been thinking back over the past years. In 2005 i was in patient at a couple of psych units. One more acute then (the other. At the acute one i got diagnosed with depression with psychosis.
I now question this diagnosis. I was obviously depressed as i was suicidal and was activly trying to do stuff.. when the staff asked me if i could hear voices i saidd yes. Because i could. A mans and a womans. But they were far away and i couldn't tell what they were saying. I just know it wasn't directions like kill ypurself etc. I told staff at the time it was like radio without the static..
But i think I'm wrong. I think the far awayness and inability to hear exactly what they were saying compares almost exactly to when Anna is far away from me and talking from a distance. So i am thinking those two are also alters. I haven't heard them since 2005. But I'd think their still there.
Has anyone else been diagnosed with psychosis and later discovered it was really alters and thus DID? And does my theory re Anna and the 2 possible year 2005 alters make sense? Any other thoughts?
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