Yeah, I'm struggling with some of that stuff. I've gone to many counselors and stuff. People keep telling me to try more of them but I feel like giving up on that too. But don't. You just have to find someone that will understand you and mesh with you. It's harder for some people than it is for others as you've noticed.

I really don't have much to say about the college thing because I just decided that it wasn't for me.

That's what depression is. Making you feel like good things aren't even that good. It's really hard to stick with it, but you really just need to get out there. I know it's hard to do, but there are people out there who will understand you. I have the same problem with finding friends. I finally happened to meet one at a college I used to go to, and now we talk all the time. We live 8 hours apart but it's what we've got. There's some people that are just "the life of the party" and others, like us, that naturally have problems forming friendships. They're out there, you just have to find them.

Keep hanging in there. I'm glad you decide to get up every morning even though you don't want to. Just keep doing that and get yourself out there and I promise things will get better. It'll take a while and it will be hard, but it will happen. Keep hanging in there.