Or figure out a plan that doesn't involve much worry about clean up or who finds you... But do you want to do it or do you entertain the thought as a way to relieve anxiety and pain?

Sometimes the only thing that keeps me going is knowing that I've got this bipolar label so I'm bound to have an "up swing" eventually. By the way, I'm not medicated these days but if my husband has any say and this **** keeps up, I may be back on the prescription wagon.