(allimsaying)))))))))))))))))) Having a sense of humor helps alot. Im very glad neither one of you got out of the car. Not a good idea in anycase too.
I have a friend , she has told me on many a time " Life is too short"
I hope you can get some rest. Sort out whats going on. Take some time for you.
Please remember you do fit in here. In the real world you will make your own path that fits for you.