Hi Blue fish,
You are very welcome, and I know that you will get great support just like I am. I to am in a situation similar to your in the fact that my husband doesnt undertand depression. When I have normal days he thinks im fine and then he sees me crying again and I can see his face cringe. They just need to be educated about depression. So sorry to hear of your financial problems, depression is bad enough with the worry of money. That adds to the burden. Im sorry I'm not much consilation to you but you should go back to your doctor. Best wishes and keep in touch