This is a complicated question and I think everyone will give you a different answer.

I don't exaclty resist meds. I just forget about them constantly. I get paranoid about them, not for totally unrealistic reasons. I have a long history of bad reactions to meds of all types. I'm super sensitive to chemicals. Also, without health insurance, I think if I start taking my meds and I can't get in to get my lithium tested, then I could kill my kidney on accident. I forget to make my appointment for that, too.... I'm an extremely forgetful person.