thankyou all for your replies.

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I know it is hard but i think it is important to be honest with your therapist and tell her or him whats going on so they can help you

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I agree it's important... just at times very difficult to do... on friday I walked out because he refused to let something drop that I made clear I didn't want to speak about... it's not really going as it should at the moment...


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i am sorry that ur parents didn't understand the true meaning of catholicism

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to be fair my parents don't understand the true meaning of much...


thankyou for reading, it's only 6 months or so since I have been able to tell anyone anything about this. I managed to tell some people online bits and built up to almost my entire life story before I could even concider speaking to people off-line.
it means alot that people even bothered to look at it, not to mention read and reply