Im madly in love with my husband weve been married going on two years he sill gives me butterflies but we had a few problems he was cheating on me b4 and after we were married he does not see it as cheating bc he never met the many women but i do bc he was offering to buy sexual favors meet at hotels he his post on craigist made me feel like he had run a knife in my heart he says it has stopped i want to believe him but i have weeks like im having now where it consumes my every thought dreams i suffer from depression anxiety diagnosed with bi-polar depression.Im not sure if i jus need to talk to someone who has been through the same situation well crap to be honest i just dont know i need help