I was constantly humiliated by my father when I was a child. I can remember as far back as when I was 5 or 6 him laughing at me if I fell or did something else that he deemed funny. I was also humiliated by the lady who would take care of me when I was a toddler. Yes, I can remember that far back. She kept a group of us kids and in the afternoon she would put us outside and lock the screen door so that we could not get in. When I would tell her that I had to come in and use the bathroom she would refuse to let me in and in the end I would go in my pants and then all the other kids would laugh and make fun of me. That happened on more then one occasion. It has made me fill worthless all my life.
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