Thanks for asking. I am still pretty hypomanic, but I'm getting a lot done. At least once I day I kind of "hit the wall" and get really tired. I take a nap, but if I don't then I don't do well in the evening. I have had a few episodes of utter hopelessness and was very afraid I was falling again, but the next day was better and I think I just wear myself out. I still feel like I have to keep moving, and I don't dare think. Thinking is what gets me into trouble, so if I can avoid it, I stay "safe". I don't really know how I am, I'm enjoying the fun times and trying to sleep when I get worn out (with the help of meds). I'm kinda getting sick of feeling like I'm walking on a tightrope, I could "fall" either way.
Thanks to all of you for being a "safety net".
Love ya. HUGS!
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"Don't say I'm out of touch with this rampant chaos-your reality I know well what lies beyond my secret refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape." ♥evanescence♥
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