my body is starting to feel the effects of not eating. ((sigh)) why in the effing world did whoever designed this house HAVE to put the kitchen UPSTAIRS? i would have no problem if the kitchen were downstairs like it is in most houses.

im not doing good right now. been crying. been throwing things. i pulled all of my perfumes out of the drawer and just threw them across the room. i dont even freaking care.

my mother came in from work and i could hear her greeting the dog...even the way she greeted him set me off. it was so kind and loving. for me a greeting is "get away from me" ...whatever, though.