You're not taking meds because of pdoc's advice?

Different illness will react differently when you stop your meds. It also depends on your state of mind and external factors (i.e. stress). So... if your pdoc tells you to stop then s/he must have faith that your illness won't be in remission anytime soon.

Remember that... you can't be completely "cured" of mental illness. If you're not having symptoms... that's because it's dormant - just like having a herpes virus. It's there but it's not active but it can be active at anytime.