WOW! Your parents do not sound very much like parents, I hope you get plenty of support. I know how that feels being no longer taken to a shrink, sometimes hopeless. IN JAIL AND NOW YOU HAVE TO LIVE WITH THEM! Wow! do you have a counselor at school?, if things get crazy call the abuse hotline ASAP! I wanted to kill myself before. Try writing in a journal, I hear voices but I'm not depressed. God bless you!