I actually woke up today in a pretty good mood. No idea why, or what brought it on. Just had a pretty good feeling about the upcoming weekend. Felt like something was about to change, something good was going to happen me for once.

Then, I found out that the girl that I'm in love with want's nothing to do with me and never wants to see me again. My ex is taking my kids away from me during the week so I'll only see them 1-2 days a week versus seeing them 6-7 days like I do now. My kids have been pretty much the only thing getting me through my life for the last 3 months or so, so I don't know how I'm going to convince myself to even get up in the morning anymore.

So...I learned an important lesson. If I ever feel like it's going to be a good day, just turn around and go back to bed because only bad ***** is going to happen all day.