I dont know if this is the best place for this. On and off for maybe 6 years i have had some people in my head.. god that sounds crazy to type. sarah was the first and then some others came. i only know three by name and they are all different. only sarah bothers me too much. another one does but not so bad and doenst control me. i think a previoys pdoc had given a dix of schizophreniform or somehting but nothin since then because i stopped telling them after i got put in hospital and also sarah doesnt like it. i see a new psychologist now and just a gp and i have mentioned sarah and they just say it is me. i havent mentioned the others and its hard to explain it to them cause they dont believe me and i cant really tell them cause then it makes some angry. It doesnt feel like voices i guess. i do hear them but its like there are really people in there. i dunno.
does anyone else have the same feeling. like its not voices exactly.
i guess people dont think its a problem so much cause i still look normal and can fake do normal stuff like work and go out.
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