in my mind there are two versions fighting with each other.... one is romantic who believe in good, in humanity and another nihilist who thinks life is meaningless.... there is third version obviously watching all this... the two versions are fighting with each other wearing ancient great looking body Armour... with swords of course and on the ground resembling from world of Warcraft... third version is watching them sitting on the stone... in position as if i am sitting on iron throne like in game of the thrones again with the sword in my hand.... and when nihilist side is winning i am depressed and romantic side is winning i am hopeful.....