i want to post to this thread, because i can relate to this:

in my family, it does seem that everyone has somewhere to go, and something to do.

my sister works monday to friday at a shop, my brother has his computer firm, my relatives are builders or waiters at pubs, or what ever.. and it makes me mad that as for me, well- most mornings i can't even get out of bed... and that's even before thinking about what i might like to do and what i'm good at

when i was at school, it annoyed me because during break times or what ever, people would be talking about their plans.. when i leave school i'm gonna be a drama teacher, i'm going to be a lawyer.... etc. they'd ask me and i'd be like, well.. hopefully dead- and that's the sad truth of it all

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