Well, I just wanted to thank all those that posted. It is obvious I was in a very angry place when I posted it. Just an update: We decided to remain close friends, which has helped a lot. The dynamics of the relationship were strictly on a companion level, so that's where i have kept it. I have accepted the fact that he isn't the one for me, and I have already made plans with friends to move out of my state within the next couple of years. There is really nothing left for me here now. My family is also planning on leaving here too, my parents to Florida, my sister to Georgia.

One chapter of my life is over. Another begins.......