...seems my brain is designed to reach overwhelm....
at every and any opportunity
If you don't like the negative?...then discontinue reading...
mania has a way of eating up life!...devouring it!...consuming it!

I really don't know who is running this show?...after whats left behind? there was nothing to lose anyway I'm still here all upside down!...and if it was that bad I would not be able to move!!
or see!
I don't know whats happening to me...
I fight suicide every day!....I beat it off with a stick...a big one!

I don't want life to get in the way of my swing!...whatever my thing??
....I just want to know whats going on!