...so this is just about reality...right in the face!...exactly how it is!...maybe?
unless someone has a better example?

it's reasonably fair to admit....life is extremely difficult with mental illness!

apart from the exact absurdity of feeling entirely out of touch?
apart from the unbelievable way I believe I'm just too much!...

well??

to damn hell with that!!

I am so worn out tired beating myself up believing that all the others are right!

..and ludicrous possibly I would do the exact same thing confound the miserably incapacitated in exchange for the safe lie of the .....supremely capacitated!

I have seen too many people die believing that they are "less than"...!!

young people die not because they were set a bad example!!

young people die because they are told to give up....and not discreetly either....

they are told they aint good enough the finalities are so convincing!...

and ??

the reality lays just beyond the lies!...

well I guess I found my purpose...

after the death of another mate to all the ******** of this world....

no matter where I go?....I make a promise to the young people of this world........I won't (like) them....but I will understand them!

dubblemonkey