So...this morning by boyfriend came to bed and try to get kinda touchy with me, normally this is fine I like being woken up like that but this morning was different I started freaking out...crying whimpering... until he woke me up and all I could was sob...he knows I'm borderline and is okay with it, he is very supportive but he has never seen me do this and I've never done it before...I've recently been under a lot more stress but I've been worse before ..I felt so bad for reacting that way....he tried talking to me about it but I couldn't find the words...I was disoriented and confused, I had no idea where I was or who he was while it was happening and I can't remember much, but we both agreed that it was a repressed memory just not sure where from... no idea what triggered it...I know i was not abused as a child just neglected but i was sexually abused by an ex boyfriend and I think this has to do with him...how do I get this out of my head? My day is ruined because of this. I want to know how i get that memory out and talk about it....sorry if this is the wrong place but I'm a mess from this...

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