Sorry guess my general complaining is getting things garbled... this morning after thanking H for some nice things he did for me yesterday, I asked if there was anything I could do for him and he said no he was fine...

late morning... I told him I was feeling low and lonely and could we do something together and he said he planned to work on his fantasy baseball draft picks the rest of the morning...

I just feel like I must be an endless pit of neediness ....