((((((((((simon)))))))))))))

drink is a powerful drug it obscures the rational thinking side of the brain.

i can see y you don't drink but thats rich from me when i have been in your dads shoes and acted in that very scerario. thank god he didn't hit you because like i would not hit anyone either only in self defense but even then i froze with fear.

you seem very lonely when the family are fighting i agree it is lonely and you are the one to give the sensible answers to all the issues so be strong for your dad and mom and brother because they seem troubled with not knowing what to do and clouded judgements are not the best solutions,clouded either by fear or drink or drugs.