I have always been hiding my illness from people...my unhappiness...as I am sure many of you are...It has gotten to the point now where I cannot smile and pretend anymore! Why is it so much easier to root for and give support to other people on here than to ask for help myself? I hate talking about me and my problems...I only ask that you send some good vibes my way to help get me out of this funk I am in today! I am so sad that I just don't want to go on...Please if someone can say something to help me...