I would agree with Sabra that you didn't do anything to ruin the relationship. Although a large part of it may be the loss of his job, there are probably other issues as well. You said that you deleted your ex's number from your phone because you might call him when you are having a hard time. Perhaps your boyfriend did what you only thought about and went back to his old ex.

Its not an excuse, but losing a job can be very devestating, especially under the conditions that your boyfriend did. Whether he deposited the money on purpose is something that only he knows. There is no way to know for sure. You know him, so you would have a good idea as to whether or not that is something he is capable of doing on purpose.

Regardless of the fact that he was fired, blowing you off with little to no explaination doesn't sound like the act of a person who is in love. That doesn't mean that you did anything. That is on him. Don't leave your life hanging while you wait for him to come around, IF he comes around. I would be concerned about that sort of behavior. He knows that you have been cheated on before and that you are emotionally vulnerable. He should have been more honest about his feelings if he doesn't feel a relationship is something he can or wants to handle now.

You deserve to have someone in your life that respects your needs, fears and wants. Breaking up may feel like the end of the world, but accepting it and telling yourself that it wasn't something you did may give you a little peace.

Sam2