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erm, no, not really. mine's more a physical thing, although i am, on the whole, deeply cynical about emotions, especially so called "love" etc. i don't feel these emotions, i feel no connection to people, although i am able to socialise if needs be.
i think if i felt the connection, the physical would be less problematic. i don't feel anything for my family, beyond an intellectual liking for them as intellectual people, and if someone tells me someone's died i wonder why they're making a fuss.
i don't really wish to get violent towards people or force things on them: aside from a lack of emotional connection i do feel quite morally stable. i can see why morality exists, i believe in fairness and justice and freedoms. i hate people invading my space physically and sometimes then i will lash out but i know it's wrong and i feel somewhat guilty about it afterwards.
i sometimes do feel that people are immensely stupid, but i don't know if this is a PD thing or more that i value my intellect above all else, and if others don't match my standards i feel they are annoying or whatever.
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...now i fear you've left me standing in a world that's so demanding...
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