Sure, I'm glad to read! I just wish I'd seen your post earlier. Sorry we were slow about responding.

I certainly agree that it sounds like you are depressed. And who wouldn't be under your circumstances? Is there any way you can get to see a therapist soon? I definitely think you need someone to talk to.

Meanwhile, we are here. Sometimes more people who are active are here than at other times, but we do try to answer all posts.

You have been dealt a bad hand, but you can get help in making the most out of it. We do care. There are other people here, too, by the way, who have bad health problems. Maybe you could post in the health section, too.