Hey, Shelley. I certainly agree that you are dealing with depression. It shows up in what you say and how you are thinking. Remember, though, that when we are depressed our thinking gets off track. For example, we get into a negative pattern and can't even think of anything good.

Have you checked to see if there's a clinic in your area? I assume you have seen a doc, since you were prescribed drugs. Also, see what services that might be able to give you a handout might be around. Perhaps a church ministry. Maybe at least enough help to take care of some meds. (I am assuming you are spending the money you have carefully. They would want to know that. No money for meds? Then why do you have cable TV? etc.)

Meanwhile, we are here to listen and support. Of course, sometimes we have a great many depressed people here and fewer people to help them at the moment. We do care, though, and we work to answer every post.

Please hang in here. Life IS worh living.