I think p-doc must have a lot of faith in you to be pushing you so hard.

> I explained that I had delayed on scheduling more appointments.

> She accused me of being resistant.

I hear that you felt accused by her saying that, but did she mean it to be an accusation or did she mean it to be a suggestion to get you thinking about whether you were being resistent or not?

It is possible to justify resistence... I'm sure there are lots of really terrific reasons why one would delay scheduling more appoitments. But one can have lots of really terrific reasons for delaying and also be being resistent at the same time.

Is the greatest anxiety about going to therapy about the hours and the money etc etc...

Or is the greatest anxiety about going concerns like... Your therapist doesn't understand you or care about you or whatever?

One has to go to therapy so the therapist can help you get better...