It seems so far out you know - like some kind of science fiction Dr. Who movie or something - but I always liked mysteries and figuring things out, so I find it kind of fascinating in a way. Too bad it is such a harmful thing and so expensive and long term to solve.
Anyway - sounds like you have a cool therapist - that will go to play music with you and such - that's cool. Music is excellent for the mind - especially when you yourself play it I think.
I also wanted to tell you that I like your statement that ', "They don't call us survivors for nothing" - I can tell you have worked hard and faced a lot of your pain straight on - and as you described - in a fast crash course of therapy. Good for you. And thanks again for the encuragement. -everybody