I am stressed. I haven't told you this because there are far more pressing matters to deal with but I get nightmares where I shout and scream loudly in my sleep. Last night it happened again and this time I kept crying out. "Im so scared." Maybe I'm scared of the work we are embarking on....maybe digging into the past is going to be too hard. These nightmares/terrors make me feel like a deeply wounded soul, that the damage is too deep to be healed. I imagine you would have something intelligent to say that would counter these kinds of thoughts, but right now, its just me.
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