Hi Lilithlee, just remember that PC members are behind you.

Don't think about the past, concentrate on being calm. You need to be calm by visualizing a pleasant activity, something you can focus on.

For me, being calm is like meditating being in a quiet place where I won't be disturbed. At PC, I find playing games helps me focus and reduce my anxiety.

I hope you keep trying. Don't be bothered by others talking in between the tests or activities. Ignore those distractions just focus on the tasks on hand.

If you intimidated by others, just pretend them as being nude or doing something everyone has do that makes all equal.