I honestly don't know what just happened or what I did other than be myself but I'm sorry if you all hate me now, I'm sorry I'm too negative and such a miserable, worthless person, and I'm sorry for being annoying. I always manage to unintentionally cause drama wherever I go which is why I just try to keep quiet and I'm sorry, because I failed, clearly. I won't post in this forum anymore, because now that that just happened I'm always going to feel like a burden now. Makes me wonder if everyone sees me that way. I wish you guys peace in the future from this demon that is BPD. Goodbye.